Have you ever seen that meme with the little girl holding a stick to a little boy saying “I’m not bossy. I have skills…leadership skills!!! Understand?” If you haven’t seen it, look below.
How does that meme make you feel? This particular one has been shared with me by various people so I have many feelings about it. Now we could spend time diving into the perspectives and word choice others use, but I think for this, let’s talk about how we receive it. When someone sends it to me my immediate thoughts are, “Wait, people think I’m bossy?” Is this what the picture intends to imply? In fact if you ask those closest to me, they will tell you that my drive and cheerleading are some of my best qualities. On the flipside however, something I struggle with on the daily is others’ opinions of me. Some people have the “I don’t care what others think” attitude. But not this girl. I was not blessed with that gift. Instead I work daily to fight my natural urges to care so much.
I recently started reading a new book, “Think Like a Monk” by Jay Shetty. (Don’t knock it based on the title. Thus far it is superb. Shetty begins the book with quote by Charles Horton Cooley, “I am not what I think I am, and I am not what you think I am. I am what I think you think I am.” Stop, read it again. How profound is that. *Insert mind blown emoji* Now maybe you’ve already successfully moved past this, but for those that haven’t, sit with me for a second. If you’re anything like me, you can morph to fit those around you and be who they think you are. Great skill until you lose yourself and just want to make others happy. *Raising my hand* because it is me. Ooops!
Learning this about myself is enlightening. How much influence I give to others over me is/was astounding. And did you catch that wording? I GIVE it to others. It is my choice whether others’ opinions matter. This means I have to do some work on me.
Another quote I love from one of my favorite podcasts is, “Why do you let people in the cheap seats influence what you do?” I think this quote really puts it into perspective. If people are not “in the arena with you” as Brene Brown would say, then their opinion matters zero. If they are not in the trenches, doing the work, being vulnerable, trying to support others as they go for their dreams, (Side note: It is not pie! There is room for everyone!) then there is no room for your opinion in my life…no matter who you are to me.
Making this resolution is one thing; keeping it proves to be a whole other feat. This one is one I still strive toward. What helps me? Well, I am glad you asked. Journaling about my wants/dreams, feelings and emotions, and what is keeping me from pursuing something. I also got a hat made that says “GREATER THAN” *see photo* to remind me that I am greater than others’ opinions. I’m greater than my thoughts, my weight, my masks I wear, not saying something, etc. I am greater than letting other things that do not align with me stop me from achieving my goals and the life I want to live.